give it up.

everyone have a dream.even me also having a dream.but now,my dream is slip over my finger and left me behind.i have no choice.i have made my decision. if i fail to do well in my stpm,my dream wont comes true and it will be my dream forever.
unlike the others said "nvm la,jux let the next generation to make ur dream comes true la.dont be so stubborn.u have to change ur mind when u are knowing tat u cant do it well.dont stress."i know this.i really know what are u all worrying about.
u have to know our life is only one time,we have to,ought to do or make a good decision.wad we have made right now might manipulate our future.so,it is not because i'm so stubborn about it.u all cant understand wad is my problem because u are not in my shoe.i had give up my precious chance to be a pharmacist.i want to b a pharmacist.or,i can say that i wish,dying to be one of the member who is working in the hospital.i wan to rescue people who is suffering or who is need my help.i wish i can be one of them.
so,it is a very precious chance and i give it up so easily.i have nothing much to talk about it.wad i have to worry is my stpm.so,this chance i have to let it go.maybe GOD have open another good way for me to fulfil my dream?maybe HE is expecting me to make another choice?anyway,gambateh.