Sunday, January 31, 2010

一月

一月,January就这样过掉了。
upper 6的日子慢慢的流逝。
开始适应每天忙到自己都不知道在忙什么的日子。(很可笑吧?)
考试要到了,头脑还是一片空白。
这样的自己,我好讨厌。
唉~(无声无息的叹声...)
昨天,爸爸还跟我说,要在这年有番作为。(我听得出他的意思)
我却告诉他,我很怕,我害怕,我不敢期望太高。(这叫量力而为)
有个朋友跟我说过,没必要把自己的期望set到很高。
因为,如果办不到,最心痛+最难过的就是自己,不是别人。(我明白)

一月,就这样过了。忙碌+疲累+平淡,除了这些以外,我没有其他的感觉了。(哈,蛮不错的)

今早起来,帮爸爸种种菜,拔拔草。(这就是我向往的生活,简单又幸福)
新年要到了。一点气氛也没有。也许,这种感觉只有在乡下才会感受得到吧?
回乡?我没意见。可是,每年都回去就觉得有点闲。
跟朋友出去玩玩,简简单单地过完新年有什么不好?(又可以省钱)

希望会有更棒的二月,三月,四月....

6 comments:

sek said...

你的那个朋友很像是我叻~哈哈~

Anonymous said...

Please do not disturb Gary.The comment was written by me.Not Gary.And my name is Anynomous.Whether Gary EnGerano may or may not know about this ,please keep this to yourself.Thank you for your cooperation.I sincerely hope that this does not deter me from reading your blog as to me,reading your blog somehow enables me to understand and get to know you a little better.Please do not let this issue deteriorate our friendship just because of a third party(Gary)...:)

Swee Hui, Yap said...

Work harder.
I believe that you can make it.
=.=

Anonymous said...

祝您好运!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

Jiale said...

Anonymous,thx for ur comment anyway.
but,would u mind to leave some "useful" comment rather than doing something to clarify for someone or the third party,like who u mean MR GARY TEH ENGERANO TEH PYN SHI??

Anonymous said...

I'm very sorry jiale shim....What I was trying to say is that I know Gary EnGerano Teh and he is a very good and close friend of mine.Infact, he is more like a elder brother to me.I somehow wonder whether is it my fault?I mean because of me,my brother became the victim or the scapegoat as he related to me how he was worngly and verbally insulted or accused by his classmates of being the one who wrote the comment without or any inssuficient evidences.But somehow,Gary was a very formidable person I would say.When he told me how he was wrongly accused by his friends,I offered to cease communicating or reading your blogs but he forbaded me from doing so.He said..'my dear anonymous brother,it is your right to interact or communicate with shim jiale as I have no absolute power or authority to prevent you from doing so'.

Please do not force me as no matter what you do,I will never ever reveal my true identity due to personal reasons.But I sincerely and strongly hope that this does not deter me from reading your blogs as I really enjoy reading your blogs as it actually gives me an insight to other people's lifestyle.Throught this,we can somehow share and learn the many experiences that we encounter or face in life and together ,we can try to make things right as friends.:)