confidence.

i lost it.
i have tried my best to seek it and find it back to my side.
still,failed.

i was used to be so confidence in front of the people.
u can say i was acting so cool in front them but in fact,i am a timid.
i have to admit it.
yea,i am timid and coward.
sometimes,i can not understand myself.
can not understand how am i going to behave in front of people.
looking inside of myself,what the hell is going to do with me?

who i am?
i always have this kind of question mark in my mind.
i cant tell though i tried.
hmm,kinda disappointed of myself.
nothing can describe my character.
WEIRDO is the most suitable tense can be describe,maybe?

confidence,is it really so important to us?
why everyone needed it so much?
everyone seems like so eager to have it right now.
it makes me wonder.
how to create a win-win situation?
only the GOD know.

hmm,we shall see.
it might come back to me on that day.
i bet.