This is "life"

Time flies SIA..(though i dont like to use SIA..)
I felt I grow up very much within these two weeks of clinical attachment.I learnt many things.Though I had been observing throughout the CA and I didn't really have a chance to proceed it .At first,when I was posting to polyclinics,it just a routine jobs and nothing much can learn.However,I want to emphasize on the community hospital.I can see how fragile of the life,how stubborn the patients be,how cheerful they are.If you're saying that you are strong.Sorry,I can tell you they are much stronger than you.Most of the patients at the community hospital are elderly.The ward that I observed was known as respect ward or nursing home.Patients in this area are not supposed to go home.It is because they need special care from nurses,like need to feed them by using oral tubing.There are many kind of service,the most common service is feeding those who got oral tubing.I know one patient there.She looks so cheerful.I can remember it clearly cause she was the only patient waving her hand to me and show me her smiling face.Yes,she can not talk,I could feel the warmness from her!WHY+HOW?you might think,"can she understand what i meant?"I can tell you she even smarter than anyone of us.Can you imagine at her 75 yrs old age (most of the patients are having dimentia at this age) her brain cells are damn good!She can remember my face and can call my name!touching SIA!!!!I really like this aunty!!I feel like want to jenguk her when I'm free.
The biggest lesson I learnt from her was,"though people are seeing you from physical and telling others that you are WEAK yet you must tell yourself that You're Not cause they only see you by using their NAKED eyes,they would not know how strong of you inside!"