today,one of my prefect comes to me and saying that i was dissapointing her.
early in the morning,i got this kind of thing.it was really suprising me.
eventough i was saying this thing to her cousin (my friend),but i really did nothing wrong.
different people of course they will have their different conceptions.same here.i treat her as my little prefect,of course i'm her leader as well.i have the right not to trust her.BUT,i did it wrongly.altough it was my intention to tell kalai about her discipline problem,i shouldn't say that she is lying or Maybe she is lying to me.sounds so hurt.she cry for me because of my words.really sorry to her.
doing my duty,follow the intructions from the teacher.am i wrong?
asking them and keep on advicing them not to do that and this again and again.(shit!)
from their face ,i can know that they are nvr taking my advice to their heart or even their brain also.Am i talking rubbish or talking to non-living organism???
they are all the prefects that elected by the teacher.they are civilised,they are well educated,they are having mature minded.even non well educated person also know how to follow wad the leader said,but why not them???WHY?
WHY?i'm asking myself?Am i the reason that make them feel very ashame or hate me?
she ask me try to believe to others,my little prefects.
from their behaviour,do u think that they are trustable?
why not u all put urself into my shoes and put urself on my stand?u will know how much pressure and problem that i am facing now.i'm not trying to claims that i was so so so innoncent or needed ur symphatize so so so much.i'm not!i'm not that kind of person,ok?i'm not begging for ur forgiveness .i just want u all can know how embarassing that i'm facing,ok?
please..do something that can prove it to me and shows it to me that u can be trusted well.
=)
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At this age where society is getting out of hand,no one can be trusted.When it comes to money,power or love,humans like us tend to misplaced our trust.Definately,do not ever get the wrong idea.I am not actually asking you not to trust anyone but sometimes,it can be pretty heart-wrenching after knowing how you have placed all your trust on him or her,only to be cruelly betrayed by him or her at the end of the day.Trust me,I was a victim.My advice,DON'T TRUST ANYONE TOO MUCH.!..Because you'll never know,he or she might backstab you one day.As I have just mentioned,people change when it comes to money,love and power.Nevertheless,,,I;m not trying to imply that everyone in this world are evil.There are a handful of kind souls out there.It's just that to identify these kind souls is like searching for a needle in a haystack.Get the point?
thx for ur advice..but who are u?
Don' bother finding out who I am.Just concentrate and move ahead with your life.
someone just remind me about the basic rules of blogging.
thx a lot..
who?
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